january 1rst 2013

 Ok so I’ve kept a journal before this one though it wasn’t fantastic. It wasn’t well written is what I’m trying to say .But I am going to attempt to be a better writer for this journal. Though first you should probably familerate yourself with me. I am Jake. I am a 15 year old ftm(female to male [girl wants to be boy])transgender teenager. I am Caucasian and 1/16^th chareki Indian. I have light(olive as my mother tells me) skin and have brown eyes with brown short hair. I appear to have a flat chest but this is because I have altered my appearance with a chest binder. That of which I also suspect to be giving me pains though I have not alerted any family of this.

Recently My family and I went on vacation. It was my mother, my sister, My mothers boyfriend and I. We went to my mothers boyfriend’s beach house in Florida. Florida is a nice change of senarey because of it’s hot whether which is a nice change from the whether in my usual location which is Georgia. It’s also winter but again considering how cold it is in Georgia Florida weather by comparison is warm even in the chily season. The trip began with a 6 hour long car ride. My sister was in her stuburn mood as usual. My sister is Caucasian with brown hair, blue eyes and dots of acne on her face though it’s not plenty full and no where near the amount of acne  I have on my face. She is 11 though extremely immature for age and I would consider her mental age to be 9 years old. She has anger management issues and frequently cries but not in front of me. She has even pulled a knife on me but that’s all in the past. My sister doesn’t treat me well. In fact I would go so far as to say doesn’t treat anyone well. The only Pearson she has ever listened to I believe to be my father who has now passed.