Crystal

Ok I'm having some problems with this friend i used to have whom I refer to as Crystal. We used to be best friends but she ended are relationship on trivial reasoning, and now she's acting like it all never happened. Like she can just push some big reset button. I know she's out of touch from reality but that Really?. It's like 'oh ya I know were not friends anymore but I'm still going to talk to you as if you were'. No Crystal just no. You can't do that. You can't just break my heart, be mean to me for weeks,and then act as though it never happened. I'm sorry but thats wrong.Even if I was ok with something like that i wouldn't be towards you. You've,changed.Your not the person I once,Your not the person I once knew. Your rude,mean,selfish and you what hurts the most, the most out of all of this? The fact that you replaced me. I know, I see you with him. I see how you play with him.How you do things with him that only once you and I enjoyed.I mean I have new friends but no one will ever be able to fill that void.But not for you. Oh not for you. You can make new friends and replace me like I was never anything special.You hurt me.You broke my heart Crystal. So sorry if I can't pretend like nothing ever happened. I'm sorry if I don't have some big reset button. And you know I'll never, I'll never be able to tell you any of this. I just can't.
 Friday jan 18 7:30 Pm 2013